Happy Never After

This was written sometime in August 2008. I posted this on my friendster blog with the title "UNTITLED" but we all know it no longer exists. So, I'm re-posting this article, orayt? :)

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So here I am again

writing nonsense things

Words that come from nowhere 

shout my suppressed feelings

I don't know where to begin 

nor where this poem is heading

I just want to spill out

what my heart screams.

I can't perfectly understand why

I feel so empty and blue

My world seems so plain

and my days are in routine.

My life is broken like a glass

And on my own I tried

to put the pieces back

Many times I bleed

and got wounded

Before I realized I cannot do it

without a little help.

I asked the heaven

to shower some light

I waited under the dark sky

for some falling stars

I screamed and cried

'till I got exhausted

Why didn't even a single soul

dare to recognize my feelings?

Right now I'm running on circles

I'm wounded, yes,

with my knees kissing the earth

I got nowhere else to go

for I have been imprisoned

a long time ago...

Time will come I know

that I'll regain myself

Clouds that cover my painful eyes

will soon fade

Then maybe someday, somehow,

someone will pull me through

Away from these delusions

far from these emotions.

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It's been years...but it feels like I wrote it just yesterday. 

Comment if you get what I mean.

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