It's been three months since I "actually blogged" here. I've been pretty occupied with other things that I always end up choosing not to blog. I know I owe this little cyberspace time and more effort but I just can't keep things together. A lot is going on with work and other stuff. When I decided to quit my previous job, I thought I'd have more time to blog, to read books and do things I cannot back then but I hit it wrong. I always hit it wrong.
Don't get me wrong though. I don't regret that I chose the present job I have now. I am happy with what we do and with the people I work with. I'm learning a lot and I know we are a big help in the communities we serve. There are just times that I feel so tired and drained to the point that all I wanted to do upon reaching home is sleep. Sigh.
So yeah.
That is way too much for an introduction, isn't it? haha. I'm actually feeling sad today. I guess that's the main reason why I find myself typing away instead of watching a movie or playing a game or reading a book or all of the above. I have no one to talk to and this blog is my only outlet. I've already said that before, haven't I?
Let's just say that this is one of those days when my heart bleeds words and I wouldn't be able to calm down until those words reach this blog. I firmly trust that you'll excuse the drama. We all go through this phase anyway.
Let's just say that this is one of those days when my heart bleeds words and I wouldn't be able to calm down until those words reach this blog. I firmly trust that you'll excuse the drama. We all go through this phase anyway.
Maybe you'll ask why I am sad. Or maybe not and I wouldn't tell you anyway. All I permit you to know (for now) is that I am SAD. Period. The internet is such a vicious beast these days, stalkers are everywhere and I believe it wouldn't do me any good if I broadcast the reason behind my sadness. Saying how I feel makes a difference though. So, let's just settle with that. :)
I do hope everything goes fine. That I'll be okay. We'll be okay. :)
“Find me a cure for these tears, I'd really like to exhale for the first time in my life.” ― Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me.
I have the same experience s you do. There are so many things to do in the house, in the office, and all those distractions that I have no time to blog. It seems like 24 hours a day is not enough.
ReplyDeleteYeah...maybe one day we'll have all the time we need to do what we want. :)
DeleteHopefully, Lily, hopefully...
DeleteI've been there too. I guess every blogger will have to go through this hiatus. Then get back to blogging again.
ReplyDeleteIt's just that, whenever I have an idea what to write about, I am not in front of my computer. Then when I finally have time to write it up, the idea's gone. lol. :-b
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